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发信人: yeting (绛珠草), 信区: feeling       
标  题: 推研心情——zz
发信站: BBS 听涛站 (Sun Sep 21 21:05:45 2003), 转信

发信人: whiber28 (雨水嘀嘀嗒，海水哗啦啦), 信区: Heart                                                                  
标  题: 困惑中。。。                                                                                                    
发信站: BBS 水木清华站 (Sun Sep 21 18:10:22 2003), 转信                                                                 
                                                                                                                        
昨天逛街后的心情好了不少，可是回屋听到mm们的讨论之后                                                                    
原本忘了的那些思绪，不知不觉又开始困扰我了                                                                              
开学后大家就围着推研，出国和工作讨论，原本也开开心心的                                                                  
可是这两天学校和院里的政策，打破了一直平静的生活                                                                        
无疑，现在我已经被锁定在边缘人物的范围中，没有任何挣脱的希望                                                            
一切的努力都成为了泡影，梦想的未来也看不见任何头绪                                                                      
打电话告诉了爸爸妈妈，他们的平静让我更加内疚                                                                            
或许我一时贪玩过、任性过，而当我努力的时候，一切都为时已晚                                                              
也许像好朋友说的那样，读研并不是唯一的出路，人生还有好多路可以走                                                        
可对缺时间的我来说，这似乎是最好的路了，我已经把其他的路都断了。。。                                                    
这两天的晚上都是相同的梦，我对未来的信心开始一点一点地动摇                                                              
可以说命运是公平的，而我是不幸的。。。。                                                                                
也可以说命运是不公平的，那也只能说明我还是不幸的。。。。。。                                                            
                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                        
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no mater rain and tears                                                                                                 
Sailing when a journey begins                                                                                           
What have we waiting for so long time                                                                                   
打开心窗眺望一片海                                                                                                      
我们一起寻找　　梦中的未来                                                                                              
SEE U WHEN I SEE you again                                                                                              
                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                        
※ 修改:·whiber28 于 Sep 21 18:17:35 修改本文·[FROM:  219.224.150.97]                                                 
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