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发信人: blackdragon (黑龙), 信区: LoveStory
标  题: [转载]爱情讲座(15)
发信站: 听涛站 (Tue Jun  1 22:26:07 1999), 转信

最 后 的 恋 爱                                                               
                                                                                 
                          ?林 蓝?                      
                                                                                 
                (一)                                           
                                                                                 
  随着人流走出考场,感觉自己象是一个被判死刑的人又重新得到了自由。于           
                                                                                 
是就有些难以置信这儿的冬天还有这么好的阳光。危迎面笑着走过来时,我低声           
                                                                                 
对他笑道:“我他妈的今后再也不考研了!”                                         
                                                                                 
  吃过午饭,危送我回楼上,说:“好好休息一下;很长时间没做美梦了吧!           
                                                                                 
”不知怎么,我竟睡不着了,一个人在宿舍里辗转反侧一会儿想考试,一会儿想           
                                                                                 
家;传呼器响的时候,发现自己还是半梦半醒的。                                     
                                                                                 
  危说:“咱们庆祝一下吧。”我便匆匆梳洗一下,下楼和危去湘皖酒家打牙           
祭。连日的紧张考试令我疲惫不堪,危搂着我走向熟悉的二楼临窗小桌时,我笑           
                                                                                 
道:“考研简直是对人类身心毫无怜悯的摧残!”                                     
                                                                                 
  危笑道:“你还有机会吗?一辈子就一次啊!人生能有几回搏?!--小姐           
                                                                                 
!”他转头朝外面打了一个响指。湘皖这两年越来越不着了,就这服务态度便跟           
不上形势了。                                                                     
                                                                                 
  我悠悠地叹口气。                                                             
                                                                                 
  危道:“人家都说读研的是男穷女丑,咱们穷不假,可我看您还算对得起观           
                                                                                 
众的啦,怎么会去考研呢?”然后狡黠地笑。                                         
                                                                                 
  “没办法,我暗恋上了我们实验室的大师兄,只好再埋伏下来等待时机下手           
                                                                                 
研,好歹给自己留条退路。                                                         
  付账时,危又要求单独付,被我拒绝了;危便有点难堪地笑道:“总是这么           
                                                                                 
固执!”                                                                         
                                                                                 
  我笑笑,挽了他的胳膊,走到街对面的“音乐天堂”看磁带;虽然并不一定           
                                                                                 
买,可自己还是喜欢在柜台前流连忘返,有时觉得自己就象一个追星的中学生一           
                                                                                 
样,喜欢浏览有关明星的花边新闻,羡慕磁带封面上歌星那光彩照人的形像,甚           
                                                                                 
至常常为发现某个明星不是那么英俊漂亮--比如张学友不太光滑的双颊孟庭苇           
                                                                                 
不那么纯情清丽的面部--而沾沾窃喜。这好像是城市给我的一种象感冒一样不           
                                                                                 
那么严重危害健康的疾病。有研究说,有周期的感冒,比如一年六次,可以在一           
                                                                                 
定程度上起到抗癌的作用,我就常对危说:“哈!我的这个习惯一定可以预防忧           
                                                                                 
郁症都市恐惧症什么的!”危不置可否的笑笑。                                       
                                                                                 
  出了“音乐天堂”,外面正灯火辉煌;城市夜景令我迷恋。冬夜的风冷冷吹           
来,我不禁打了一个寒战。危的左臂环过我的腰,用他的左手握住我的左手,又           
                                                                                 
用右手握住我的右手,向我耳畔道:“还冷吗?”                                     
                                                                                 
  危的手大而温暖,令我常常奇怪为何冬风奈何他不得,危常得意地说:“咱           
                                                                                 
是热血男儿呀!”                                                                 
                                                                                 
  我们相偎着走回校园去。我说在屋里睡了一个下午,怪烦腻的,危便带我去           
                                                                                 
他们实验室。一个小个子男生看去很害羞,和危打了招呼,又怪不自在地呆了一           
                                                                                 
会儿就走了。                                                                     
                                                                                 
  我进BBS慢悠悠地看这一个多月的信,危倒了一杯开水来,道:“委屈一           
                                                                                 
下,这儿就一个杯子;你先喝。”                                                   
                                                                                 
  我感激地笑笑,危一直尊重我不和别人共碗共杯的习惯;每次吃饭时看见别           
                                                                                 
的情侣互相喂菜喂饭什么的,危就学我的口气,又很女性地一皱眉道:“真恶心           
                                                                                 
。”                                                                             
                                                                                 
  自己看完信,洗了杯子,又给危倒了一杯;他正在津津有味地打MUD,双           
                                                                                 
眼紧盯着屏幕,好不容易腾出右手来接过杯子,喝了一口,嘴中发出被烫后的声           
                                                                                 
音,放下杯子,又忙着在游戏里面吃喝了。                                           
                                                                                 
  自己倒一直想着爱情版里转贴的一个很标准的纯情的爱情故事,脑海里转着           
                                                                                 
男主人公由商界巨子因车祸而残废的情节,觉得有些可笑可又舍不得将这故事从           
                                                                                 
脑子里一棍子打出去。站在危身后呆了一会儿,有些累,便伏在他肩头,搂了他           
                                                                                 
的脖子,双手在他的下巴上游动,看屏幕上不断变化的文字,一种柔情从心底慢           
                                                                                 
慢升腾起来。                                                                     
                                                                                 
  屏幕上这时显示一个叫牛肉汤的女角色不停地对危的角色岳洋发出动作,又           
                                                                                 
是吻又是拥的,我直发笑。危道:“唉!在MUD里面连男的都免不了被骚扰!”         
                                                                                 
  我忽然有所感,松了搂他的双臂,又进BBS会议室和人聊天玩。                   
                                                                                 
  十点时,铃响了,我们便关机熄灯,走出了实验楼。我觉得有些累,两人就           
                                                                                 
在那棵白杨树下礼节性地一吻,各自上楼。                                           
                                                                                 
                (二)                                           
                                                                                 
  接下来的两天,自己忙着修订了一下危替我准备的求职材料,又不时进BB           
                                                                                 
S混一会儿,到第三天,忙忙慌慌地收拾行李去南京。                                 
                                                                                 
  到了南京,先去医学院找薛非。我提着行李上了他们男女混住的小楼,眼睛           
                                                                                 
就不敢再放肆地看四周,虽然已很难看到几个人影。到她们的宿舍门口,门关着           
                                                                                 
,喘息了一会儿,除了手套敲门。轻轻三下,里面似乎有响动,却半天没人来开           
                                                                                 
门。自己看看表,已经是下午两点了,于是又厚了脸皮去打扰人家。这回听到了           
                                                                                 
脚步声。门开了一条缝,一张平凡的女性的脸探出来,带点不满的神色(似乎因           
                                                                                 
为我是个陌生的女的,那不满的神情有些淡下去)问:“请问,你找谁?”我倒           
                                                                                 
有些脸红,带了歉意道:“对不起啊,我找薛非,我是她的高中同学;她,还没           
                                                                                 
回去吧?”那位女生的脸上流露出一些友好的神情来,说:“还没有,她考完研           
                                                                                 
,还要帮老板翻译点英文资料呢。现在,她可能在实验室呢。我去替你把她叫回           
                                                                                 
来。你进来吧,从哪儿过来的,怪累的吧?”我忙说“没什么,合肥离这儿很近           
                                                                                 
,只有三个小时的汽车”,一边拎了包跟她的身影转进宿舍去。自己转身张望她           
                                                                                 
们的宿舍,刚觉得似乎还是老样子,忽然看到一个男的坐在她们唯一的大桌子边           
                                                                                 
,不禁吓了一跳,又不知该不该打招呼。男生假装在翻一本杂志,那女生拿了梳           
                                                                                 
子梳头,说:“包就放那儿吧,一会儿她就来--我们出去吧。薛非的高中同学           
                                                                                 
。”我的“你好”夭折在喉咙里。他们出去,带上门,自己一时倒不敢坐,只是           
                                                                                 
站在那儿望墙上的明星像。                                                         
                                                                                 
群中舞动,非儿和我分别在脖子上挂了一条红色的围巾,跳舞时它们便象绸缎般           
                                                                                 
飘扬,引得全场的喝彩,许多人围着我们跳起来,自己简直有点头晕了。                 
                                                                                 
  回去时,已经快十一点。非儿一边指点我洗漱,一边讲她替我找工作的情况           
                                                                                 
。和预料的差不多,非儿在江苏展览馆的人才交流市场因我碰了不少钉子,人家           
                                                                                 
说“本人不来的,我们无法考虑”,或者禁不住非儿的攻势,收了我的履历,还           
                                                                                 
不忘告诉一声“原则上我们单位不考虑女性”,我一边听,一边洗,一边回应非           
                                                                                 
儿的大声倾诉。非儿理好床铺,说:“张美晨回去了--今天下午在这儿的那个           
                                                                                 
,你睡我的铺,我睡她的吧。”熄了灯,两人才真正开始聊各自的半年生活。             
                                                                                 
  非儿问:“你考研考得怎么样?”                                               
“应当没什么问题吧。所以我想工作什么的,暂时也不用多费心了;这些新               
                                                                                 
修改的简历放你这儿,你有机会就再送出去试试,我也不抱多大希望。得过且过           
                                                                                 
!你呢?”                                                                       
                                                                                 
  非儿沉默了一会儿才说:“考得还可以,不过我不想上了。”                       
                                                                                 
  “为什么?”                                                                 
                                                                                 
  “我想明年结婚了!”                                                         
                                                                                 
  我吃了一惊,隔了半天,问:“你很爱李明?”                                   
                                                                                 
  非儿叹口气,“反正该发生不该发生的都发生了,迟早得结婚;拖下去,对           
                                                                                 
女人最没好处的了。他家人希望我们早结婚呢,他爸妈得子迟。”                       
                                                                                 
  “可是……”                                                                 
                                                                                 
  “我联系的医院妇产科还是挺好的,有两个老大夫,快退了;我想结婚后,           
                                                                                 
再去北京读研,也不错。”                                                         
                                                                                 
  我也不好再说什么,忽然觉得世界变化很快,明年非儿就要为人妇了,老实           
                                                                                 
说,我觉得自己目前绝对没有这样的勇气去想这事,更不要说去做。                     
                                                                                 
  “恋爱时,还是谨慎点;真的,出了事还是女人亏,咱们又不能象别人哭哭           
                                                                                 
闹闹的……蓝儿,记住我的话;我自己处理的时候,忽然哭了,觉得自己傻傻的           
                                                                                 
,不再是一个纯粹的女孩子--不过,他好歹还是很爱我,在爱的时候结婚也许           
                                                                                 
是最好的选择……”                                                               
                                                                                 
  ……                                                                         
                                                                                 
  这一夜自己又几乎失眠;第二天两人十点多才起床,下午我过江到浦口的大           
                                                                                 
伯家呆了一天,第三天从那儿直接搭车回家了。                                       
                                                                                 
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